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Sunday, December 12, 2004   You're Rent! You're just trying to get through the months, maybe find love in one of them What Broadway musical are you? brought to you by Quizilla Whoa! The dance was so much fun! I've only ever been to one Sig dance before, and it was the Halloween dance last year. It wasn't very fun. Then I was sick for last year's Christmas dance, then last year's prom I was too tired, and this year's Halloween dance I had work. But I went to this dance, and it was amazingly kick-ass! I loved it! I just went crazy dancing. I danced with everyone and anyone. I did stupid dances like the party-boy and the chicken and normal dances like grinding and slow-dancing. The best part was that I hardly ever grinded because I could just dance like an idiot and not care. I don't really like grinding, so it was awesome not to be pressured to. I even started doing this little Irish jig at one point and a bunch of people started watching me and doing it with me! LOL. Then Emilie, Alyse, Caitlin, Ashley and I took Caitlin home and then went to Steak 'n Shake. It was so much fun! Ashley was crazy...we all were. Alyse's boyfriend came, and then came over to my house for a little with his really hot friend Scott. Coolio. It was fun. I didn't get to bed until like 3, though. Ugh, I'm tired. Umm lalala there was something else... I went Christmas shopping today with Alyse...no there was something else... maybe it was just that Yoni can't come for Christmas but he said he would definitely come before he left for Central America January 8th. Then he's going to Israel and so he won't be back here for like a half a year. I don't know what to do. I am so confused and lost. I'm not asking for pity, really. I just ... I dunno ... I miss him so much. This doesn't seem like it's going to work out, but I want it to. I need it to. I can't even be around couples for very long without cracking. I wish I could just give up and move on but I can't. I don't want to let him go. I know it can't ever work out, though. It won't. But it needs to. I just want to be with him, but I don't know if he feels the same way. I need to stop crying. I'm so confused, I don't know what to do with myself. Why can't I just live happily ever after? Am I in love? If I am, then why do I feel so miserable all the time? Because he's not here... I guess. I don't think love should feel this way. But I don't think most people fall in love long distance. Am I in love? I need your comments. How do I know if I'm in love or not? How does anyone know? Okay, good, I stopped crying. Now please, if anyone knows...how does one know if she's in love? - posted by Jewels @ 8:53 PM Comments: Duh Sarah that's why I'm asking if I'm in love or not! I don't know! And I've known him for half a year, btw. I don't know if I'm in love - I hope not because this can't ever work out, and I know it. *le sigh* # posted by  Jewels : 4:35 PM   Oh, sorry, since I've seen him? Not even two months. I went up there October 24. And it was friggin awesome. # posted by  Jewels : 4:37 PM   Good advice, babe. Well said. Thank ya. I will call you soon, I promise, I just have to get through finals first! # posted by  Jewels : 9:23 PM   Post a Comment