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Saturday, May 28, 2005   Hey sorry I've neglected the blog for so long. Oops! Here's a poem that's my favorite that I found when I was cleaning my room. It proves to me that I had some doubt in my mind about Yoni and that I'm not completely blind to reality. Here it is. Is this love? I miss him, sure I think about him Dream about him Cry about him But I cry after I talk to him And I hurt all the time I ache and yearn and am torn apart The uncertainty kills me This not knowing when I will see you again I hurt all the time I ache and I yearn Is this love? I thought love was supposed to feel good Where are all the fuzzy bunnies? Where is the bliss? The laughter? The joy? Is this love? Is this love... end of poem Can anyone answer that for me? Was I in love? My answer is yes but thank the Lord I'm not anymore! On another hand, JT is coming home Sunday! Yayness! Now I gotta go get my car fixed. Talk to y'all later! AHHH I SAID Y'ALL!!!!!!!! - posted by Jewels @ 9:54 AM (0) comments Tuesday, May 10, 2005   Umumum. I am TAing for my biology class. Doing nothing. I don't need to do anything. Well, that's not quite true. Maybe I should b working on physics or AP Government. But I'm not. I might later. I just got back from physics. I think I might actually understand it. Well, if I say that I will fail my final. So who knows. Update on JT: I don't know what all I've written about that, but I'm gonna reiterate if I've said anything about it before. He lost his cell phone last week in Florida and he hasn't called since. He doesn't know my number. I would be mad about that, but I don't know his either. I suppose if I lost my cell phone I wouldn't know how to get ahold of him either. Of course, he could look up my number online (I tried it. It takes all of thirty seconds). However, I don't think he would think of that. He doesn't have a computer at home and now that he has access to one I'm not sure if he knows all the information that's available on it. So yeah. I haven't talked to him in well over a week (well, a week and two days). However, Natalie gave me JT's dad's number and if JT doesn't come back a week from yesterday (which is when he said he'd be back) I'm going to call his dad and ask if he has heard from him. I am not being a stalker, I'm just worried about him. I don't have any way of knowing if anything happens to him. I only have a week to wait, and then (hopefully) he'll be back! Yay! Last night we had a concert at Lorenzo's. There were only four of us: me, Betsy, Luther, and Brandsasse. It was fun. I sang a duet with Betsy and it was really awesome. I sang one of my classical solos and it went well. And in Gondoliers, the altos and soprano 2's have melody in a part of the song and I totally didn't realize it. When the four of us were practicing, I looked around because I didn't hear anyone else singing with me and I looked around and they were all singing "ah ah...ah ah" and I was the only one actually singing melody. I frieked out. It wasn't bad, it was just that it was hard to hold my own against Betsy, Luther and Andrew. But it was fun, nonetheless. My voice still isn't as strong as it was before I lost it, but it's slowly getting better. This is a long blog. I'm going off to find Ashley now. Bye! - posted by Jewels @ 7:40 AM (0) comments Thursday, May 05, 2005   Okay okay. I slept in all day! (I'm a poet and didn't know it!) Do you know how awesome that was? My mom woke me up at like 7:30 and was like, "Hey, Julie, you don't want to go to school, do you? Why don't you just stay home and sleep today. You'll get better faster. You were coughing all night." I was like "Do I want to go to school? Physics....aw, screw physics! Yeah I wanna stay home!" So I actually intended to go in at lunch but I woke up at 11:45 and was still tired so went back to sleep and didn't wake up until around 6:00! Dude! Now it's 11:50, and believe it or not, I'm exhausted, so I'm going to bed. That's really all I did today. Ash, BTW, I told you that two people like you. I told you I was wrong about the third one; one of the two is Kenny and the other one Amanda *won't* tell me because he apparently likes me too. But anyway I TOLD you that and apparently you just didn't listen. Actually, Kenny told you himself. I don't think you thought Kenny was serious, actually. But he was. He totally likes you. Mwah! You are so lovered! BTW, I like you too! ("But I'm not gay" - Ave. Q) - posted by Jewels @ 9:47 PM (0) comments Tuesday, May 03, 2005   Happy Birthday, Laura! Even though it was yesterday! Um, yeah. Got another $1,000/year from Millikin. Yayness. Ashley's grandma = sadness. What else what else. JT is still in Florida and won't be back until the 15th of May. (On the 15th of May, in the Jungle of Nool...) I am sad about that, but what's even worse is that apparently his phone died and so I can't even talk to him. I haven't talked to him in four days. (Okay, okay, I know, it's not that long, but for us it is) Very sad. Actually, I feel a poem coming on. It may be serious, it may be silly. Here goes nothing: She can't recall his face It blurs and swims out of focus She knows his face so well, And yet the image will not come She longs to hear his voice That sweet southern drawl That she once so detested. Now she yearns for it. Remember Miss Independent? Where did she go? She who scorned couples for their dependency Now scorns herself Which doesn't help Her friends laugh and tease Reminding her it's only two weeks She'll make it She'll pull through If only she knew If only she knew how... Now, a silly one: I lawst ma babay My babay left me He went down ta Flor'da To stay ba the sea I lawst ma babay When willlll he be home? I wawnt him to call me Up on the telephowne! (Country song. That is so bad, I will probably reomve it later when I'm more awake) A few more notworthy items. I had my AP English Test Monday. It wasn't too terribly, except my cough medicine wore off towards the end. Thankfully, I was done, so I just left the room. Yeah, I'm sick. I lost my voice. I could barely talk Saturday when we went to contest, and my choir still got 4th place! Woot woot! Go Signature Singers! One last thing. Our gov't final is to make a country. I won't say too much about it here, but it's called TRBA. (The Really Big Apple) Amanda and I are partners. Let's just say that this is going to be good. That's all for now, folks! - posted by Jewels @ 9:16 PM (0) comments