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Friday, January 30, 2004
Hello everyone! Long time no blog, eh? I am not in the best mood right now, so please excuse my cranky-ness. Maybe it's because I was up so late last night because I went to RENT!!! It was awesome. But Sarah and Emily didn't get to go. That makes me mucho sad. They would've loved it. Oh, well. I got to meet the cast and I showed them the stage door and Mark said "Thanks, babe!" and I met them all and it was so cool! They said they might be coming back in less then a year. The girl who was Jo-Anne said, "We're waiting for the girl who played Maureen, Leslie. She's realy my girlfriend, ya know." And we still don't know if she was serious or kidding. It was funny. Anyway, I can't talk a whole lot now, for fear of my life seeing as I'm in multi-media and don't want Hanson to kill me. LOL. Now I have rehearsal and Nancy Hasty is coming to watch. Exciting! So I gotta go work on lines. LOL. Bye! Monday, January 26, 2004
Nancy Hasty is the coolest eva! She reminds me of Laura. It makes me sad and happy at the same time. Alyse is having a party on Friday. Fun stuff! And I don't have time for anything. Yay for two hour delays! I am talking to Maggie. It makes me sad. Dessie is pregnant again. I need to go work on my song for Saturday. I have to re-print my change poem. My dad broke the handle of my Camry. Thanks dad. Randomness is good. I bought a CD holder for my car! Help Hank help Hank!!! Thought for the day: "And that's all I know" - Em-em- "Sometimes when I'm feeling blue, I think to myself you should prolley start breathing now." _Sarah_ Sunday, January 25, 2004
YAY! I made it to the finals of the singing thingy, but it wasn't a contest which upsets me. I made my mom cry, in a good way. And so it's all good. The other finalists (who I know) were Betsy, Luther, Brandon, Sarah T., and Guzzo. It was cool. They all did really well. And yesterday was crazy. From 8:00 to 1:00 I had the singing thingy. From 1:30 to 3:30 I had ballet, then I went straight back to UE to sing from 4:30 to 5:15. Then I ate dinner with my parents and then went straight to work. I sat down a total of maybe an hour all day. My feet were in agony by the end of the day. I got to bed at 12 ish so I was yp for 16 hours but on my feet for 15 hours. OWCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! They still hurt today, but work was concelled because of the ice storm. I hope school is cancelled too, but it won't be becasue Siggers are Snow Nazis. Anywho, here's why I'm still stressed: Schedule: Today: 4:00 to 4:30 - finish math h/w 4:30 to 6:00 - do Int'l Awareness 6:00 to 7:00 read Pi Tomorrow: School, no lesson, no rehearsal, ballet (not stressful) Tuesday: ALYSE"S BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!! School, ballet, rehearsal (BAH!) Wednesday: school, ballet rehearsal, play rehearsal Thursday: school, play rehearsal, RENT Friday: School, play rehearsal, possibly work Sat: Cara and Luther's show (stilll have to find a song) and ballet all morning, plus solo and ensemble Sun: BAH prolley church and work Why am I crazy like that? I don't know. How am I supposed to do homework? Sigh. I have to go get on that math. It's pretty easy, but I can't divide pi/5 into 4 parts. I don't know how. Sigh. So I'll talk to y'all later. I LVE MY LAURA AND I MISS HER!! I also don't enjoy being house-bound by the dang weather. oh well, it go tme out of work. YAY! Cat spent the night last night. Yay for Kitty-cat! Thought for the day: I haven't blogged in a really long time. I need to shower. Should I straighten my hair? Decisions, decisions; I wonder if Alyse's power is back? -Julie- Oh and the famous play-write and Ms. Gregg's friend is coming this week! YAY fun-ness! Friday, January 23, 2004
Look it's me Candy! I lover my Julie! I bet you forgot! Have you seen my dancing doggie? I think he got stuck in you monoply board! Hey even though I can't go out maybe you could come over and we could play monoply!!! HA HA HA that would rock wouldn't it? I lover my Julie! ~Candy~ Thursday, January 22, 2004
Still too freiking stressed for words! Play off-book tomorrow, maybe missing ballet rehearsal on Sat, have to read a 32 page article tonight plus read 40 pages in Life of Pi. Obviously, not much time to tell you anthing else. I am in this show "New York or Bust!" arranged by Cara and Luther. If you have any suggestions for songs, e-mail me or tell me when you see me. I need a female solo. Obviously female. Anyway, I have to go READ!!!!!!!!! I thought I lost my glasses, but turns out I didn't. Okay, I'm done. Wait, no I'm not. I have strep or something (I have white spots on my throat) and I have a singing copetition on Sat. YAY - NOT!!!!!!!!! Thought for the day: "I detest being a girl" - from the song "I enjoy being a girl" with my own specail twist "A gun rack? What am I going to do with a gun rack? I don't even own A gun, let alone many guns, which would nessecitate an entire rack." - Wayne's World- "You know what dad? You know what? Peter's gay. GGGGAAAYYYYYYYYY!!!!!" - Drop Dead Gorgeous- lol Cara Wednesday, January 21, 2004
I am in computer class and am very frustrated. No one but Alyse call me (for math help) tonight, as I am too busy with rehearsals until 8:30, then after that I have to eat and then do homework. Unless you really need me, of course, you know I'm here for ya. Anyway, just wanted to fill you in on my hectic life. Still can't find my script. Monday, January 19, 2004
Whee! I went over to Laine and Marc's today and met their sisters they are too cute! And then I saw the Pacific Overatures score. There dad is the coolest. Then Laine and I worked on our song and Marc and I quizzed each other on lines. I chose a prom dress which was only $60, but I may take it back because I like the one Cat would let me borrow better. And now time for *drumroll please* another survey... when I should be doing something else... Sry again Ash-pea. 1. First Name: Juliana 2. Were you named after anyone? nope 3. Do you wish on stars? nope 4. Which finger is your favorite? middle lol (pointer is most useful) 5. When did you last cry? Tonight over ... you know who 6. Do you like your handwriting? sometimes 7. What is your favorite lunch meal? Pizza or SBC 8. Any bad habits? I bite my nails and sing and hum all the time 9. What is your most embarrassing CD on the shelf? EVSC's A Very Special Christmas 10. If you were another person, would you be friends WITH you? maybe 11. Are you a daredevil? I used to call myself THE daredevil, but I'm not really 12. Have you ever told a secret you swore not to tell? ummm, I try not to but I have 13. Have you ever misused a word and it sounded absolutely stupid? Yes! I say initiation instead of initiative 14. Do you think there is a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow? i wish 15. Do fish have feelings? they feel physical pain, but not in their mouth (like when you catch them fishing it doesn't hurt them cause their mouths have no nerve endings - can you tell I'm into marine bio?) 16. Are you trendy? I try, but I'm more of my own style most of the time 17. How do you release anger? I cry. And scream and run around stomping and slamming doors 18. Where are your second homes? The Victory and EDT 19. Do you trust others easily? too much so 20. What was your favorite toy as a child? Rainbow Bright (I once cut her hair and then my own) 21. What class in school do you think is totally useless? Int'l Awareness (SHHHHH) 22. Have you ever been on radio or television? yep - I was interviewed for EDT once and some other things too 23. Do you have a journal? not unless you count my blog 24. Do you use sarcasm a lot? why would I do that? 25. Have you ever been in a mosh pit? no - does the Kooties cage count? 26. What do you look for in a guy/girl? hotness - ? good personality and caring and sensitive - oh, who am I kidding there's no one like that 27. Your nickname? Julie or Jewels or occasionally Julio (Hoo-lee-oh) and "Jew" (not that I'm a Jew) and lots of people mistakenly call me Julia GGGGRRRRRRRRRR!!!!! 28. Would you bunjee? prolley not unless there was a net under me 29. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off? nope. 30. What are you worried about right now? read previous blog + boys (3 in particular Marc, N***, and Octavius) 31. Do you ever wear overalls? not since like 4th grade 32. Do you think that you are strong? i guess i have big arm muscles, not that the means anything 33. What's your favorite ice cream flavor? chocolate 34. What are your favorite colors? I like them all! but I like bright greens (like spring green) and pastels 35. What is your least favorite thing in the world? having to get up in the morning - why can't I just sleep till I'm not tired anymore? 36. How many wisdom teeth do you have? 2 37. Are you in love w/ anyone? love? maybe... obssession - oh yeah 38. How many people have a crush on you right now? two maybe three 39. Who do you miss most right now? Laura :-( OMG!!!!!!!!! My voice teacher, who is friends with the director of the Warrick summer show said she heard "somewhere" that their summer musical is going to be Chicago!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I want to be Velma Kelley SOOOOOOOOOOO much you have no idea. NONE!!!!! I will kill for that part. well, not really but I will do a killer audition - lol. I am obsessed with that show right now. But of course I'll prolley end up being chorus in EVSC's show sigh. Also, Cara says they aren't cuz they can't get the rights cuz it's still on Broadway. Darn. Oh well, ho hum. Thought for the last day of a three-day weekend: Hunting sucks. - Bang Bang You're Dead- Also "Houston, we have a title!" - Marcus- Sunday, January 18, 2004
Okay: I stil have to do all these things: Finish studying for pre-calc test (huge) Print and read article for Int'l aware by wed read 50 or so pages in Life of Pi by wed learn a song in french by tomorrow at 4 - good luck to me! learn all my lines in the play by Friday wait for it there's more rehearsal for ballet wed rehearsal for play wed, thu, fri work sat, sun date tomorrow??? learn duet with laine tomorrow? go over lines with marc tomorrow? Ummm, that's all i can think of besides college scholarship apps but they're not that important right now. Gotta go finish this pre-calc studying Thought for the day: I need a pensieve. (for those of you privledged enough to have read Harry Potter, you'll know what I mean) Jabez is teaching me British. 1) Aluminium (al-you-min-eeee-um) 2) lever (lee-ver) He is so cute! He said "in the lunch queue" AHHH the Brits. Great people, n'est-que pas? Wait, that's French. Sigh what can ya do. OH, I get to go on the NYC trip! YAY! And I get to go look at colleges in Florida over spring break. YAY! I need money now. YAY for TCBY! Okay, I'm going. I have like two tons of homework and two weeks of voice lesson practicing to catch up on. Love you all lots! Thought for the day: 525,600 minutes - and not enough to get everything done!!! -Rent/Julie original combo- Saturday, January 17, 2004
Hey y'all. Tonight was good times at work. Abby was hilarious. Caitlin and Octavius can testify to that. I then went to Kooties with Cat but they were full to capacity and wouldn't let us in. So I drove around and then we came home and watched Chicago. It was fun. Now Cat is sleeping and I should. Oh, I danced to today at Sleeping Beauty rehearsal and there was this part that Anna said "Okay, everyone is doing this. This is the easiest part. So you guys get in lines. Oh, Julia (she's Russian and thinks my name is Julia) you might have a different part, so you might not be in this." Is that good or bad? If it's the easiest one and they won't let me do it cuz I suck, then why am I doing the harder dances? I hope it's a big part, but I won't get my hopes up too high. Oh, Octavius is so cool. Anyway, I'm not making a whole lot of sense, so I'm going to bed. Nighty-night. Thought for the wee hours: Orlando Bloom is hot, but not THAT hot. Sorry Sarah, you may have to kill me now. -Julie- Wednesday, January 14, 2004
Survey... (sorry Ash) P.S. Laura, you don't have to read the survey part. You already know it all. :-) 1. What facial feature do you find the most attractive on others? eyes 2. Would you vote for a woman candidate for president? If she was a good candidate 3. Would you marry for money? uh... 4. Have you had braces? yep 5. Do you pluck your eyebrows? no, i don't have big eyebrows, in fact, you can barely see them 6. Do you ever cut or hurt yourself? all the time. (not intentionally of course) 7. When was the last time you had a hickey? or not 8. Could you live without a computer? Prolley, though I'm getting addicted 9. Do you use ICQ, AOL Buddy list etc...? Buddy List 10. If so, how many people are on your list? 19, but I used to have more. AOL deleted it. GRRR. 11. If you could live in any past time period, which would it be? I've always wanted to live in the days of Laura Ignalls Wilder, you know, like Little House on the Prarie? 12. Do you drink enough water? no, but I'm drinking more than I used to 13. Do you wear shoes in the house or take them off? Off 14. What is your favorite fruit? grapes (red, seedless) 15. Do you eat wheat bread or white? Iron Kids 16. What is your favorite place to visit? the ocean 17. What is the last movie you saw? the lord of the rings 18. Do you kiss on the first date? I did, my only kiss 19. Are you photogenic? not at all 20. Do you dream in color or black and white? color, i think...? 21. Are you wearing fingernail polish? no I bit all my nails off, oops! 23. Do you have any dimples? Yes on my lower back. LOL Stacie 24. Do you remember being born? anyone who answers "yes" to this question is a liar 25. Why do you take surveys? cause I'm bored and can't sleep 26. Do you drink alcohol? no, it smells awful, so it would prolley taste awful; well, actually, my "mature" older sister made me drink a sip of champagne this New Year's Eve. BLECH! 27. Did you like high school? Sig is da bomb! I love it! 28. What is the most beautiful language? French, or maybe Italian 29. When you are asleep do you like being kissed awake? I imagine it would be nice, but I'd prolley end up punching whoever it was out of surprise 30. Do you like sunrises or sunsets the most? You think I'm up early enough to see the sun rise? 31. Do you want to live to be 100? Yeah, if it's not painful 32. Do you think women should be expected to shave their body hair? It's a personal choice, but I think they should...if they don't it's kinda gross 33. Do you like salty food or sugary food the most? salty and sugary - they must be eaten together to balance out (lol Alyse) 34. Is a flat stomach important to you? Yes, if only... 35. Do you or have you played with a ouija board? NEVER 36. Are you loyal? to my friends, I am 37. Are you tolerant of other people's beliefs? I hope so. 38. When you watch movies at home, do you like the lights on or off? Off, with one on in the distance 39. Do you believe in magic? Not in the way magic is commnly described 40. Do you have nightmares frequently? sometimes 41. Do you like your nose? no! It's hideous!!!!!!!!!!!!! 42. Do you like abstract art? Probably easier, then you don't have to explain what you tried to draw 43. Do you think you can draw well? NO WAY 44. Do you listen to music daily? only in the car (CHICAGO!) 45. Do you like to watch cartoons? used to, sorta 46. At what age did you find out that Santa Claus wasn't real? I guess around 9 47. How many pairs of shoes do have in your closet? like nine or ten 48. Do you like to wear the same shoes everyday or do you like a variety? Usually, good old sneakers 49. Do you write poetry? yeah... bad poetry that doesn't rhyme 50. Do you snore? NO! Thank goodness! 51. Do you sleep more on your back, front, or sides? back 52. Would you rather have a poodle or a rottweiler? umm, what does a rottweiler look like? 53. Do you lick stamps? I don't send mail a lot 54. Do you use an electric can opener? yep 55. Have you ridden in a hot air balloon? Maybe when I was little... 56. Which hurts the most, physical or emotional pain? Dunno, they're different (that's a stupid question) 57. Do you think balding men should shave their heads? ummm, not necissarily 58. Do you know anyone who is clinically depressed? yeah, many many people 59. Do you prefer a piano or a violin? I LIVE with violin, so sometimes piano is a nice change 60. Are you a sex addict? Oh yeah, you know it.... (NO never in a million years) 61. Do you know someone who has cancer? yeah, Leslie wherever she is 63. Do you hunt? NO. (Sarah knows) 64. Do you like fast food joints, or expensive restaurants? fast food, but I like to sit and eat in nice restaurants 65. Would you rather visit a zoo or an art museum? zoo if they have dolphins 66. Do you have a middle name? NOPE. My mom was heavily sedated when I was born. 67. Are you basically a happy person? yes 68. Are you tired? yeah, a little 69. Did you drink anything with caffeine in it today? coke 70. Have you ever met anyone off the internet? like in person? no 71. How many phones do you have in your house? 8 (wow) 72. How long is your hair? long: by the middle of my shoulder blades 73. Do you get along with your parents? most of the time hee hee 74. What color of eyes do you prefer? doesn't matter, clear green and dark blue are pretty 75. Are you a virgin? and proud of it. 76. What medications do you take? I am not a liberty to divulge this information. (am I kidding? you decide) 77. What does your bedroom look like? It looks like a tornadoe of clothes just hit. Seriously. Okay, well now that I've wasted you time.... WHEEEEEEEE! My mom is playing for President Bush, Senior tomorrow night. Yay! She met a queen once, who gave her a "royal nod." We'll see if ol' Bush is more generous with his acknowledgments. (wow big word, *insert panicking noises here*) And my dad's in Serbia, conducting the sucky Bellgrage TV and radio orchestra. So I hear. And me? I'm still busy. Had my first "Sleeping Beauty" rehearsal tonight. Freikin' awesome. Ummm, there was something else, hmmm......... No rehearsal tomorrow; that wasn't it; no school Monday; that wasn't it. OOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! This guy (James) is teaching our musical theatre class some jazz dances and they are awesome! He choreographed "Me and my Shadow" the one we've been learning all year. Okay, well I have to go. I love my wives, male wives, non-wife, and husband! (By the way, I think I started a fad with that this afternoon downstairs all my friends were asking random people to marry them, so now I'm not the only polygamist.) Okay, this blog is getting out of hand. Bye. Thought for the day: "And that's good; isn't it grand; isn't it great; isn't it swell; isn't it fun; isn't it...but nothing stays. In fifty years or so, it's gonna change ya know -- but oh, it's heaven nowadays." - Roxie and Velma in Chicago- Hey y'all. I'm at school, in computer class. For once, I am finally done early. I did okay, but I had a little help from my husband Nate. Anyway, we get out soon, so I have to go. I lover all my wives and Spendas. Bye! Tuesday, January 13, 2004
Okay. Let me clear this up. I want to lose maybe 15 pounds for dance because to dance you have to be much much thinner than I am. The places I gained weight in (stomach, legs) can be easily concealed and made to look good in clothing, which is why I"m the only one who thinks I need to lose. I'm not fat. But I want to get back to the weight I was at the beginning of last year. I'm too big to be a dancer, so I need to get back into shape. That's all. I'm not like becoming anorexic, I'm just eating more healthy food. But I'm glad my friends are worried about me. Thanks guys. :-) Okay. I have to read like 30 more pages in this stupid India booklet. GRR! So I will leave. I thought there was something importnant...oh yeah! I'm going to be in Sleeping Beaty! YAY for tight schedules! Let me explain: Mondays: voice lessons and possibly tutoring (not bad) Tuesday: Rehearsal from 3:30 to 5:30; dance from 6:20 to 8:00 (a little hectic) Wednesday: Rehearsal from 3:30 to 5:30; ballet rehearsal from 6:00 to 8:00 (a tad bit crazy) Thursday: Rehearsal from 3:30 to 5:30; dance from 6:20 to 8:00 (a little hectic) Friday: Rehearsal from 3:30 to 6:00; work from 6:30 to close (not cool) Saturday: Ballet rehearsal/class from 11:40 to 3:00; work from 6:30 to close (not cool at all) Sunday: Church; homework (worn out) This is my schedule from now until the beginning of February. Yay for crazy people like me! Well, I'll write again! Thought for the day: As time passes, people change; But memories will stay the same, forever. -Will- Monday, January 12, 2004
Wow. Just had a really intense conversation. Let me absorb ..... absorbing .... okay, I'm good. The stupid lunch sign-up won't let me sign up for Wed. And even Rollin can't fix it, and he wrote the program! Grr. Anyway, I just am touching base. I have to go to bed. Oh, and I'm trying to lose 20 pounds. YAY! no more snacks for me! Anyway, I have to go. Bye! Sunday, January 11, 2004
The latest 2003 wrap-up ever! Meeting my Alyse and forming the Spednas The talent show where we show-cased our Edwinds Meeting Sarah's horse Rasheed quitting dance Coming back to dance The Strabalas moving Going to a new school Not being a big part in the Nutcracker *sniff* Starting this blog Getting my first kiss Going to my first club Annie Get Your Gun - good times getting to know Taylor Alyse Spraining my ankle My first Sig Singers concert My special birthday party My last year trick-or-treating Getting a job Making an announcement about Alyse's b-day and embaresing her The word of the day - lol, Candy Making the Nic-Alyse connection (I didn't know they knew each other) Visiting my first college with my g-parents Meeting my second and third cousins from both sides of the fam Starting an online nation Going through a semi-goth stage going through an obsession with Carmen (the opera) My first real fight with Sarita My first making-up with Sarita Pre-calc with Hara - nuff said *snicker* Reading the 4th Harry Potter book Meeting Laine and Marc :-) Camp Strabala *sniff* Last but NOT LEAST, making the video with the Spednas and our boat! (and Dockey Fockey) Generally, not a bad year. Some ups, some downs, but I got through it. YAY! And here's to 2004!! Saturday, January 10, 2004
Bonjour! Est-que je peut blogger en francais? Pas d'une gens sait que je dis. Ah, c'est amusante. LALALA! I lover myself. or something. Anyway, Candy is here and stuff. We are gonna play Monopoly. She doesn't know how to play. Funny stuff. We just made a new nation, called The Oppressed Peoples of Evil Sandeps. Looks like DEEPS. BEEPS! SO says Candy. BEEP BEEP! I AM LEAVING BAHAHAHAHA!! Friday, January 09, 2004
Hey everyone. I am at school. Last night I decided to try a ballet move in my room. I landed on a shoe, bruised the bottom of my foot, and pulled a muscle that attaches my knee to by calf. It hurts really bad. Graceful, huh? I thought so. So anyway, Emily, I can't wait for you to see Rent! Try to get Sarah to come. It will be fun. Man, math class was funny today. I was hilarious. I love Hara. Hey, I gotta get to work. I LOVER MY SPEDNAS! Thursday, January 08, 2004
Hey y'all. I'm at school. It's dress like and international celebrity day, and I'm Kathryn Zeta Jones as Velma Kelley. Hot stuff, I tell you. I have a short black wig and everything. It's funny. Anyway, I am tired and feel like crap, but what can ya do? Next I have musical theatre, and the last thing I feel like doing right now is dancing. I think I may have to leave early to go to the doctor. Sucks. Emily: This is for you! Candy and I already have 10th row tickets for Rent. We can meet you there, and you can maybe spend the night, but we already have tickets. Sorry, babe! And maybe you don't want front row tickets: you're neck will hurt because the stage is like almost straight up from you. Believe me, the seats aren't that great. Try getting seats in another section, maybe with us! I want you to come, though. It's a great show. I LOVE MY EMILY! Anyway, I am leaving now. Study hall is almost over. Durn. Oh, well. I love musical theatre, but I just don't wanna dance. Maybe Ill just say I'm sick and lie down. I can afford to do that, last semester I was out for over a week when I twisted my ankle, and I still got a 120% in the class. LOL. Well, ttfn. Thought for the school day: "Come on babe, we're gonna paint the town - and all that jazz. I'm gonna rouge my knees and roll my stockings down - and all that jazz. Start the car I know a whoopee spot, where the gin is cold, but the piano is hot; it's just a noisy hall where there's a nightly brawl and all that jazz." -Chicago (Velma Kelley) Wednesday, January 07, 2004
Okay. Well, some good news and some bad news. Bad news first: I am sorta fighting with Sarah. Okay, for the record I AM HAPPY AT SIG SCHOOL! The theatre class is great for me, because that's what I'm going to major or minor in. The choir is superb and I am proud to be in it. Sure, I fight with people, but NOWHERE you go is everyone gonna like you. Why should I go to Day School when it made me miserable? I will have plenty of time to be miserable later in life. I feel like I belong at Sig, and I always have. Anyway, if you choose not to believe, fine. Only I know what I'm really thinking, but if I didn't feel that way, why would I lie about it in my own journal. I am happy in the play, and it's a great opportunity. TWB is great and everyone is so nice to me, regardless of how weird I am. Good news: Marc and I are cool again. I think we're just gonna start over with a clean slate. We're aquaintences, and have fun doing the play together. I realize I made a mistake in pushing him into a relationship, and he regrets sending me the wrong signals. YAY MARC! Thought for the day: Only one person knows at all times what you're thinking and feeling. Only one person has been where you've been, done what you've done, and felt what you've felt. Know who that person is? You. Not your best friend, not your cousin, not even your parents. Only you know what is really going on inside. -Julie- Oh. Grrr. I am gonna have so much fun in rehearsal tonight! I'm an obstacle, am I? I'll show you an obstacle.. you're in for a rude awakening. Oh, I am evil. Maybe I just won't do anything, depends on how I feel. But no I don't hate Jodi (I WILL spell it wrong) and I have nothing against her except that she doesn't seem to like me. That's all. She's a fine person. Well, I am in multi-media and I have to go, but Kitty-Cat is gonna have some fun with the boy. At least he's providing entertainment. He seemed nice... maybe he still is, but he called me an obstacle and not a friend, and said I seem to "want/expect something from him..." what? I don't want/expect anything except a little respect, which I told him. Oh, grrrr. Tuesday, January 06, 2004
Well. Back to school, back to ballet, and back to voice. Back to normal, I guess. Back to school: Tiring. Long. Hard. Sucky. Depressing. HOMEWORK!! Bad grades. Old friends. New friends. Back to ballet: Painful. I suck. Painful. Don't really want to do it, but need to. Painful. Back to voice: Didn't practice enough. Sore throat. Didn't practice enough. This is getting old really fast. Back to normal: Without a boy. Everytime he looks at me and then ignores me, it hurts. Did he ever really like me or did I just think he did? I don't want to believe it was all in my head. WAS IT? Anyway, well, I was gonna write some good news, but one more piece of bad quickly. Wait, why am I apologizing? It's my blog and you don't have to read it (but my wives know I like it when they do. It helps us keep in touch) Well, today I had to go to an appt. and Alyse (Taylor) was late as usual. So I waited for her for 15 minutes, meaning I only had 15 minutes to get to my appt. She would have to come too; there was nothing I could do. I get to my car, put the key in the ignition and turned it .... nothing happened. The door light was on all day - either the door was open or the lights are being weird. They are sorta messed up. Anyway, the battery was drained and Laine came to pick Marc up (she was sick) and she offered to stay so I could jump my car with hers. A nice friend of Taylor's (alex?) jumped my car, and Marc held the hood open - it doesn't stay by itself. I helped holding it (we alternated) and my hands became so cold I was about to cry from pain. They hurt for like 20 minutes afterward. Anyway, I got home and now my car is in my driveway, and believe me when I say it isn't going anywhere. So I'll have to get a new battery. GRRR. And this morning the locks froze, so my dad and I were standing out there for like 10 minutes, thawing the locks, him in his pajamas. Today my dad left for Serbia. Please pray for a safe flight. Thursday I'm giving Kitty-Cat dance lessons. Exciting. Well, that's about it. I am gonna run and do some homework. I wonder if I should go to ballet today...no I'll go on Thursday, that way my classes are spaced out. I will talk to you peeps later. I LOVE MY CANDY, SARITA, AND EMILY!!!!! SPEDNAS FOREVER!!!!!!!!! Thought for the day: They have orchestras in Serbia. Who knew? Sunday, January 04, 2004
Hey I deleted the Tag Board because some ass was typing inappropriate things into it. Well, JOE BLOW, I'm not ugly. You're apparently the only one who thinks that. And, while I'm not by any standards "hot," I am pretty and turn many heads - not because I'm ugly, but because I'm NOT ugly. Also, if you think I'm obnoxious SUCKS FOR YOU, doesn't it?! I've got plenty of friends. My best friends (well, my best friends with blogs, anyway) have links on my page. Just click the links and note how they all go to friends' pages, saying numerous times: I LOVE MY JULIE or something similar. So, Joe, get the hell over yourself. You're NOT funny and you're NOT cool. AND ................................................. I'm done. So anyway, I have to go because I have to finish Ishmael. Weird, weird book. Talking gorrillas...why does Frau want us to read this again?? Yeah. Don't wanna go back to school. YEAH FOR OCTAVIUS! Thought for the last evening of Christmas Break: "No sleigh bells. No Santa Clause. No yuletide. No mistletoe. No holly. No tinsel. No Rudolph the Red Nosed Reindeer. No room at the Holiday Inn, oh no! And it's beginning to snow!" -Rent- Saturday, January 03, 2004
Hello all! I have been online looking at colleges for the past two days. Scary, huh? I may go visit some in Florida or Calli over Spring Break. I'm so old! Hey, I gotta go. I love my Spednas! Emily, Sarita, and Candy! I love you! Friday, January 02, 2004
Okay. Well, Marc and I reached an agreement. Yes, the boy is Marc. I really don't care anymore, cuz the whole "winter fling" is over. Sigh. Life goes on. I'm okay. It's not like we were ever really going out or anything. Marc, you've convinced me: I don't like titles either. Oh, and thanks for the techno CD's! I am learning to love techno. So anyway. Not much else. My nation is prospering. I'm joining the UN. I may take over the world, though. Hmm. Decisions, decisions. My little island increased in population by 1 million today. Hooray for Spednas! Thought for the day: Boys are more confusing than girls...who knew? Not me. -Julie- Pres de ramparts de Seville, chez mon ami Lilas Pastia ... -Carmencita- Thursday, January 01, 2004
Hello all! Happy New Year! It's 2004! It's Julie-San, and I'm without my Candy. Sadness abounds. Well, The boy and I are having difficulties. I'm taking everything too seriously. Sigh. Why is he so damn afraid of commitment? Cuz he's on the rebound. I know, I know. I wrote a poem about it, and if you want to read it ask me. We are still going to Kooties though on Sat. You're all invited. Laura (mafia uncle) says "What's up gigolos!" and then she says "Shake your ass like you're watering the grass! Move to the beat like a youth group retreat! Feel the groove like a con-man on the move." WOW was that special says I. I made a nation online! Come visit it! Go to "the world" and type in "The Free States of Spednas." Yayness! I am plotting to take over the world with the Fertile Crescent. Maybe I will. It would be interesting. I'll think about it and get back to you. I gotta go. Night all! Thought for the night: When I’m with you, everything fits How can it be a mistake if it all feels so right? -exerpt from my newest poem-
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